Who haunts me
In my sleep
In my wake
Everyday
Everynight.
After years, I thought it would
dissapear,
I would be left alone
To breathe
To see my own future
To shape my own mold
To achieve some sort of
Identity.
Unfortunate that I realized it
Until now
It still follows me,
Haunted my memories,
With its dark towering form,
Insideously stalking
Every minutes
Every seconds
Watching every steps
Making me vulnerable.
I hated it
But as much as I despised it,
How could you get rid of your own
Shadow?
Once, I was happy
Now, I am wise.
Once, I could have had the world
Now, the world seems too vast.
Once, I was free
Now, I am settled.
Once, I believe in miracles
Now, I understand they are just mirages.
Dearest little one
My heart and my soul,
I'll forever love you
Even if time gets old.
Don't you worry my dear
For your journey ahead,
You may need to face your fear
But it's not all bad.
Because no matter where
Your little feet heading to,
My love will be there
And always stay true.
Goodnight sleep tight
My sweet little angel,
Forego your 'what might'
Shed off all your trouble.
When sun is rising
Again in the sky,
All shall be dazzling
Just like mommy's
Lullaby.