dandelion

she is a symbol of rebirth
                        of hope
she wilted and then she grows
she dropped to the ground but
she tries to stand up again
she is a fragile thing, yes she is
but nothing could stop her from trying
to stand, to grow, to glow

she is a sunshine
   in a god forgotten land
she is a light
   in a dark abyss without an end                  
and
it gives me hope
by dying
as I hold it dear in my foolish hand.

dan bila nanti

kita bersemuka dan 
kau tak mampu lagi
lihat aku 
seperti dahulu
seperti sekarang
aku mohon maaf 
sepuluh jari
aku berubah 
bukan kerana aku mahu
kerana aku perlu
kadang
kerana takdir tersurat begitu
kadang
kerana aku kalah dengan nafsu
kadang 
kerana aku lupa kamu juga
punya jiwa yang mampu
marah
punya daya untuk berubah

dan bila nanti
kita sudah sama-sama
tak mampu lagi
lihat kita
seperti dahulu
seperti sekarang
aku mohon kau jangan lupa
kita yang dahulu
kita yang sekarang
kerana aku tidak akan.

suits you

bubbly
    pastel
         sunshine
              brightness
all over me
   "this suits you best"
    this suits me best
all over you
                darkness
             soot
     earthly
mute
        

My Rose

Sometimes, I regret

for not treating you right,

Sometimes, I hate

the way you treat me,

Sometimes, I ponder

about the relationship you have

with her - 

how is it? - Is it --

good?

bad?

Sometimes, I feel bad

for not coming to you-

shows my affections,

Sometimes, I am afraid

if that time would come --

when I regret 

for not being affectionate,

This time, I hope

I'm not to late,

to say -

you are a mother,

my mother,

and a mother 

so great.