~jangan singgah kalau tak masuk~

"when my hand start talking, my tongue could only listen. "

Thursday, October 29, 2015

to whom this might concerned,

dear sir,

I'm an entity 
who lives not a stone throw away than you
                  not another half of what consists of you
                  not a magic man who could predict you
                  not an alternate universe that could 
                  salvage you
                  not a rocket scientist who could send you 
                  to the moon
                  not a  mechanic who could fix you
                  not an unworldly creature of wonderland
                  not your mom either
                  nor your relatives
                  nor your friends 
                  nor whatsoever.

For the benefits of your unspoken inquiries,

No, I could not read people's minds
No, I could not handle people who expected me to be able to
No, I could not feel anything but sorry for those who insisted that I actually could.

Thus, it is highly appreciated if our next discourse could be in the form of clear, oral exchange and to leave out anything that has to do with mind reading. 

And if this is any consolation, it is not you, it is me, who is lacking here. In mind reading ability and what not.


Thank you for your undivided attention (If you are giving one that is).


Sincerely,
Concerned Entity 

Monday, June 1, 2015

idiocy that runs in the blood

It's true
Honesty is the best policy.

Where humans' relationships are concerned
Of course, honesty is vital
Like water for a thirsty man
Stranded in the desert.

But, honesty in words,
Well, it's a different story
Words are sharper than swords,
And like the nature of swords 
They can hurt anyone,
And only idiots 
would charge these swords
To hurt their loved ones.

Sadly, idiots are idiot,
It's in their blood to be one,
It's part of their 
unalterable nature,
And idiocy runs thicker
and thicker from one generation
To the next.

After a millenia of reproduction,
The idiocy is now thicker than blood
But they survived
With the holy license; 
"Honesty is the best policy"

And we commonly call them;
Insensitive jerk.

Sunday, May 31, 2015

untuk kesekian kalinya

Aku simpan kata-kata itu
jadi peneman jiwa
pengubat duka dan
penawar sunyi.

Jika ia benar belaka
akan aku sanjungkan.

Jika ia palsu semata
akan aku redhakan.

Jika ia hanyalah ilusiku
tak usah risau
akan aku lupakan.



Friday, May 29, 2015

keju

Pagi pagi makan keju
Malam malam pun keju
Bila bercakap pun keju
Bila bergurau juga keju.

Bukan aku tak suka
Aku suka saja keju.

Tapi risau lah juga
Bila hari hari keju
Hati aku jadi gemuk.

Rasanya hati aku dah obes
Sampai takat nak meletup.

Oh bertahanlah ya hati.

Keju ni mahal nilainya. 
Esok lusa mungkin sudah tiada lagi.

Nikmati sajalah kan 
sementara ada.

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

mereka

Kerna sayang yang curang
Cinta hilang hati berang
bukan kepalang.

Kerna janji yang palsu
Cinta kaku hati membatu
dan terbelenggu.

Kerna faham yang goyah
Cinta terbelah hati patah
lagi berdarah.

Kerna setia yang teruji
Cinta tersakiti hati sepi
menunggu mati.

Namun, kerna mereka ialah mereka
Aku doakan
Cinta itu ada harapan
Hati itu tidak mati kesepian.

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

reality sprinter

I ran thousands of miles before
And now I stop

I stop to take a breather
And I look around

I look all around me
And finally I see

I see all the beauties that world can give
And everything that I had missed out

I had missed out so much
And yet I am still thinking

I am thinking of running
And keep on running until my breath is all but gone.


Thursday, March 12, 2015

Usah

Usah 
Nanti nantikan
Yang belum pasti
Bimbang yang dicapai
Tak sampai
Yang di tangan mati.

Usah
Lengah lengahkan
Yang sudah pasti 
Bimbang yang ditunggu
Itu ilusi
Yang nyata berlalu pergi.

Usah
Janji janjikan
Yang tidak pasti 
Bimbang yang diimpi
Tak menjadi
Yang tinggal hanya kata keji.

Thursday, February 12, 2015

Gravity


On my way to the star

I've been to many places
Meet many people
Felt many feelings
Discover many things
Learn many aspects of life
and Grow and Stumble and
Experience joy and pain.

On my way to the star

I've met a series of entities
Some push me down
Some pull me down
Some push me forward
Some pull me forward
Some nurture me with love
Some nurture me with pain.

On my way to the star

My motivation is watered
with Dreams
My positivity is fertilised
with Hopes
My confidence is charged
with concrete Reasoning.

On my way to the star

I become an explorer
I become an artist
I become a thinker
I become a helper
And sadly
I also become an egoist
A liar
A senile who sometimes
forgets to be human
by forgetting to be humble.

On my way to the star

My ambitious mind promised me
That we're almost there
The star is within our grasp
But little that I know
That my forgetfulness
to be humble
That my stubborn self
who succumbed to egotistical pride
Are the very Gravity
that pull me down back to earth.

Everyone is on their way to the star

Some make it and some not
And I'm quite positive
that those who dream to succeed
Must overcome their
Gravity.

Saturday, January 10, 2015

cinta

Kalau kau tanyakan aku,
Aku akan kata
     Kadangkala aku tahu,
     Kadangkala tidak,
     Dan di kala ini jawabku
     Tidak.
Cinta itu hakikatnya abstrak
     Aku melihatnya begini dan begitu,
     Tapi mungkin kau dan kau tidak.
Cinta itu kadangkala dibibir
     Kadangkala di lidah
     Kadangkala di hati
     Kadangkala di tinta
     Kadangkala di mata
     Kadangkala di harta
      Dan kadangkala di hayunan tapak tangan.
Cinta itu berbagai
     Ada yang mahu segera
     Ada yang mahu segalanya
     Ada yang mahu dalam terpaksa
     Ada yang mahu kerana nama.
Cinta itu jika ditanya aku
Mahu yang mana?
     Aku mahu cinta yang bisa buat aku damai,
     Cinta yang ikhlas diberi tanpa dipinta,
     Cinta yang tidak terhad sampai di liang lahad,
     Cinta yang buat semua jadi mudah,
     Cinta yang bisa jadikan aku darjatnya tinggi
     disisiNya,
     Cinta yang bila di akhir hayatku, tidak aku sesali        apa-apa.
Cinta itu aku mahukan dari sisi ideal.
Tapi ini hanya tinta. Belum tentu nyata.
tapi tinta aku ialah kata-kata.
dan kata-kata aku ialah doa.
Dan doa aku mungkin menjadi nyata.