Monster

I turned red when I'm not myself
I hunted dams in deep dark forest
I smashed them and the water flew
I saw the tsunami that I helped grew
It washed over here and there
It crashed and smashed without a care
I regretted turning too fast
Into a monster red and crass
I knew now it's all too late
I too am drowning in monstrosity that I create.

Whirlwind

I look at what's in front of me,
I see colours multiply.
I listen to all the sound around me,
I hear crashing noises.
I tried to smell at the roses,
They smell.

It's not pleasant but life is bearable.
Because I got Him. I got him too.