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"when my hand start talking, my tongue could only listen. "

Friday, December 30, 2022

My towering shadow

 Who haunts me

In my sleep

In my wake

Everyday

Everynight.


After years, I thought it would 

dissapear,

I would be left alone

To breathe

To see my own future

To shape my own mold

To achieve some sort of

Identity.


Unfortunate that I realized it

Until now

It still follows me,

Haunted my memories,

With its dark towering form,

Insideously stalking 

Every minutes 

Every seconds

Watching every steps

Making me vulnerable.


I hated it

But as much as I despised it,

How could you get rid of your own

Shadow?