My towering shadow

 Who haunts me

In my sleep

In my wake

Everyday

Everynight.

After years, I thought it would 

dissapear,

I would be left alone

To breathe

To see my own future

To shape my own mold

To achieve some sort of

Identity.

Unfortunate that I realized it

Until now

It still follows me,

Haunted my memories,

With its dark towering form,

Insideously stalking 

Every minutes 

Every seconds

Watching every steps

Making me vulnerable.

I hated it

But as much as I despised it,

How could you get rid of your own

Shadow?

Mirage

 Once, I was happy

Now, I am wise.

Once, I could have had the world

Now, the world seems too vast.

Once, I was free

Now, I am settled.

Once, I believe in miracles

Now, I understand they are just mirages.