~jangan singgah kalau tak masuk~

"when my hand start talking, my tongue could only listen. "

Friday, December 30, 2011

Maka Muka Buku itupun Dibuka

countdown start...........now!


~ 1 mggu lagi...


maka muka buku yg bewarna biru penuh dengan status manusia pun dibuka.


~ 6 hari lagi...


maka muka buku bukan ilmiah memaparkan tips-tips kecantikan pun dibuka.


~ 4 hari lagi...


maka muka buku penuh dengan lukisan berjudul Crayon Shin Chan pun dibuka.

~ ehh? dah hari apa dah ni? I lost count!!
    owh...3 hari lagi....


maka muka buku Philosophy of Education pun dibuka. 


Semua orang bersorak sorai (terutama sekali rakan-rakan yang sangat membina, para pensyarah dan ibu bapa yang sangat prihatin tentang masa depan anak bangsa.)


mereka tidak tahu. 
mereka tidak tahu tentang apa yang berlaku setelah muka buku itu dibuka.


biarlah mereka tidak tahu.




p/s: cover depan tak semestinya menggambarkan isi didalam. contohnya, komik kartunis Malaysia;     Kaoru. Muahaha.







Friday, December 23, 2011

dan bila hatiku berkata...

bukalah pintu itu.
kerana jika tidak, engselnya akan berkarat.
takut ia tak mampu dibuka lagi.


dan bila kepalaku berkata...
jangan buka dahulu,
takut nanti salju sejuk di luar sana
datang menjengah ke dalam.


dan hatiku berkata...
biarkan salju itu masuk,
aku sudah bersedia untuk apa saja.
aku mahu merasai hidup.


dan kepalaku berkata...
hidup itu tidak selalunya selamat,
kau mampu terluka dengan hirisan
salju sejuk itu.


dan hatiku berkata...
engsel pintu itu,malahan pintu itu,
suatu hari nanti akan runtuh juga
dek salju sejuk yang gagah perkasa.
kenapa tidak aku pilih untuk bersemuka
dengannya sekarang juga?
apa bezanya nanti?


dan kepalaku berkata...
bezanya adalah kau tidak akan
merasai dinginnya sekarang,
bekunya yang mencucuk dan menghiris.


dan hatiku berkata untuk kesekian kalinya...
aku sudah buka pintu itu,
aku sedang merasai salju sejuk itu,
benar salju itu mencucuk dan menghiris,
dan lambat laun aku akan terluka,
itu pasti.
tapi, aku tidak terbelenggu lagi
dengan rasa resah
yang bagaikan jarum tajam 
menusuk pedih,
lebih pedih dari hirisan salju sejuk itu,
tentang apa yang ada diluar sana.


aku takkan tunggu arahan kau lagi,
aku takkan lari dari kenyataan lagi.






p/s: kepalaku speechless.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

bangganya


aku tak kisah pun 
dengan kelemahan kau.

aku tak kisah pun 
dengan warna merah jambu hijau
yang terang 
sampai sakit mata tu.

aku tak kisah pun
bila baca salah ejaan-tatabahasa
yang melampau-lampau kau.

aku tak kisah pun 
bila kau buat cream puff
tak bagi aku.

sikit pun aku tak kisah.
sebab aku bangga sampai aku lupa nak ambil kisah.

bangganya ada adik macam kau.

hajar yg awesome!


p/s: tahniah dapat straight A's!! :)

Monday, December 19, 2011

Blueberry Ice-cream Cone


I like it,
blueberry ice-cream cone,
everyone does to be exact,
because,
oh come on, its a berry!

Everyone loves berries,
don't they?

However, on this moment of time
I feel like
I loath 
blueberry ice-cream cone,
yeah, I have to loath it.

Not that the taste of
a sweet, sour, and creamy perfection
that melts in your mouth 
and produce nice shivers 
all over your body
got any worse,
that's for sure.

I loath it due to a simple reason,

I loath it because
nobody does.



p/s: I hate that ice-cream vendors who cling-clang his bell. So inviting. 

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Please, the EXIT is over there!


I never realize when you enter,
heck,
I never realize you.
It's not my fault if you can't get out,
I showed you where the exit is
many many times,
and yet you don't.
I never turn off the sign 
or block the exit,
well, not yet,
cause I know it will gives me 
the chill and regret.

Hence,
please, oh please,the exit is over there,
please use it,
stop bothering me here,
the Exit is over there.




p/s: "banging head on the table repeatedly."

Monday, December 12, 2011

Interesting people: 1


Lately, I've met a lot of interesting people. Yep. Very. 
These interesting people is no strangers to us Malaysian.
We met them quite a lot. Perhaps every single day.
(depends on where you live.)
Thus, as a way to appreciate these interesting people, 
I'd made a list so that  all of you good folks could appreciate their 'interesting traits' as well.
Enjoy!


List of Interesting people~ 


That you should not (really not encouraged to) believe: 

1. A guy who suddenly come to your table at any restaurant (well, i dunno..perhaps KFC) and suddenly pull a chair and sit right next to you. 

2. A guy (could be the same guy in 1) who suddenly rumbled (in a very fast forward speed. i dunno he's a superhero who could talk so many things in one breath or what..) about some shop (oh i dunno...could be parkson) is having a promotion on its product (could be perfume or something like that..) to you and saying that you could save up your money if you buy the products from him.

3. A guy (could be the same guy from the above) who suddenly told you that he's a college student (just like you. if you're a student) and he was just doing some work to increase his allowance. yeah. just a normal-regular-slightly- older-looking-than-regular-college-student college student.

4. A guy (yup. could be the same guy in 1 , 2 and 3) who suddenly pissed off when you refuse to buy the product he's selling by saying things like, 'fine, i think you're rich enough to buy the product at the real shop (maybe perfume..) by its real price!' as if the world is gonna end if you did not manage to buy a bottle of perfume..i mean product! yes,as if he really did not have any other idea how to persuade you to buy the product he's selling. 


5. A guy (could be Chinese, or Malay, or Indian, or none the above..) who suddenly come to your table at any restaurant and put a basket full of products(like DVDs or CDs in cases..and lots of varieties...) on the table.

6. A guy (could be the same one as in 5) who encourage you to buy his products by saying things like '  these are not from the night market..These are high qualities products..Guaranteed!'. And keep repeating the same lousy line whenever you make a suspicious expression upon your face.

7. A guy who drives car and took a certain passengers to a certain places even though did not display the paper that tells people that he has the right to do so. (and brag about it too, saying he is special or something because no people will do what he did. hehs, yeah right.).

8. A guy (could be the same guy in 7) who have the guts to be sulky if the certain passengers (who got far more important things to do like rushing to class because they're really late than pleasing the guy) chose to ride on other car that's available rather than waiting for him and calling them 'unfaithful'.

9. A guy (could be the same one as in 7 and 8) who nag so much about morality (such as how people should be generous. like him. pfftt.)  but ends up requesting a high fare from the passengers.(even if the passengers are financially challenge college students). 

5. A woman who does any of the above.(not to be sexist here.)





There. aren't these people INTERESTING? 
yeah. but really.
DO NOT BELIEVE THEM 100%.