I despise myself,
for making them worried.
I despise myself,
for being grouchy.
I despise myself,
for not able to help myself.
I despise myself,
as I let my inner demon
take control over me.
I despise myself,
for resulting to blaming others
when I got a Mighty Mighty God
who watch over me
and hear my words of guilt.
I despise myself
for shrinking
to a ridiculous nobody.
